YFriday, March 17, 2006
it's been awhile havent it..well we all have our setbacks and achievements and i've had both of it this past few weeks. i'm not gona mob abt the setback neither am i gona brag about what i've achieved.hehe..if u really care and wana know..ASK ME! hehehe...
oh wellz peeps! i'm glad u loved this song of mine..ehehe...cuz im so in love with it too.hehe
many beautiful things have happened in this few little weeks..lots of em. nothing that my depression problem can overshadow.i've met so many people and got to know some of em and opened up to only one of them. hahaha.
Dani...thanks fer the beautiful gift of friendship and late calls at nite till the whee hours of the morning.. ;)
and of course the GIFT literally..hehehe...love it really! i cant thank you enuf..hahha
im havin my caffeine fix now..thinkin, refreshin and lookin back..
what really had happened the past few weeks? Hmmm....
i've been bummin alot at home that my brain's realy not functioning at top notch.bollocks.haha
so well...people...human beings..WE naturally will always go for something or someone that we cant have or can't achieve or cant put our hands on.
even though there is something someone or 2nd best right infront of us.
why is that? Hm.
maybe its coz of our belief..like we BELIEVE that we can get that choice or achive that dream.haha.
or perhaps, we just lurvveee the challenge. that we just wana hop on and take it. in hope for victory and happiness or something. leavin the 2nd choice at the back of our head.only to realise that the dream or the victory that we desire is beyond reach.
that's when we will look back and recollect..and THAT is also when we realise that 2nd best is NOT at all that bad..BUT by then, we realise it's too late. 2nd best is gone due to our being picky and stuff.we lost that opportuntiy of being happy. not knowin when will we get that knock on our door again.
hmm...and then u'll start pondering..that maybe it was not 2nd best. perhaps, it was IT. the one thing, person that u've been lookin for.u blew it. cuz u want perfection.when u urself aren't flawless. u want beauty, when ur nowhere near attraction at first sight. u want all those beautiful things in life when u havent really been workin hard to get it. we want so many things..with the so little things that we've done.
madness.total madness.
HEH.
so before u try to prove to urself that u wana keep it in view..just so to confirm that u cant have the one u've long desired for..think again.u might lose that one opportunity. of happiness and complete-ness.
Lord Bless.
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